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I have learned a lot in the last few months about myself and people.  I have learned I can not trust anyone totally.  It is funny how my ex-gf is the one on here saying all these nasty things about me but doesn't say what she did that was so wrong in the first place.  Our breakup was equal fault, but she has the blinders on so that she won't admit to anything.  I have a few emails and text messages I would love to share with you all from her, but it isn't worth it. I am now on a new job, with a new, mentally-stable gf (unlike my last one) and am extremely happy. As for this site, I doubt I will ever be back.  

I just wanted to apologize to my ex-gf for my recent actions.  I suffer from depression.  I am supposed to take medication for this issue, but I stopped taking it back in January.  I went on a downward spiral and didn't know it.  I just hope that Les can forgive me and allow me back into her life.  I wrote the below describing what the battle with depression is life. Inside A Box As I stand on the box top, I peer inside. The box swallows me whole. I feel like I am in freefall. The box is all consuming. This trap I am have encountered is a bottomless pit. The pit I am in is filled with self-doubt and fear. Friends, family and loved one

Things in my life are going really well right now...I have a wonderful girlfriend that I truly adore....my son is wonderful...professionally, my job is going so well that they are promoting me...although that DOES take me away from working in the same area as my GF....did I mention that my girlfriend is wonderful? ;) I just want to pass on my love to all of you that truly mean the world to me....you are great and I wouldn't be where I am today without you!